It started on the first day of med school. I was sitting in the same row with them as the frontiers (whom later I called "Rumpik"). That research stuffs we did together and me falling for cardiology.
Fast forward to the internship election day, the weird dream that fortunately came true: the team rearrangement and primary health care as my last round.
Then CPNS test. This fresh graduate (not too fresh, but my working experience was less than one year, so I considered myself as a fresh grad, lol) gambled with STR Internship but passed all the test then, include the documents check (the BKD didn't ask for STR, though, maybe God made them forget?).
As a newcomer, i had no idea about the hospital's priority program and hospital accreditation. But it was cardiology as the 2019 hospital's priority program, and those accreditation things forced us to do more. But again, it was cardiology, so I didn't mind doing almost everything.
Worked together with the established cardiologists, it was not a long time until me finding myself became one of the first Flobamora Cardiovascular Updates's committee. Guess when it was held? November 2nd, 2019.
(and yes, I just uploading the photos because why not? I'd love to look back to those days over and over again wkwkwk)
Day min 1. and the hecticness |
it was fun and exhausting at the same time :") |
kapan lagi satu frame sama ketua PERKI |
finallyyy my job is done |
<3 |
Thankyou for the best teamwork! oh how I'm amazed at the capability of us |
Even it was long, tiring, and full of stresses, remembering that day always made me smile from ear to ear :) :) :)
It was the same me, in this exact week last year, living with so much fear of the future. It was me crying in the car after the test, wondering those unpleasant things because I knew I had a bigger chance to pass. What if I got canceled? Do I have to give back all BHD I got? What if I have to do PTT? What if I have to be at the bottom line of the referral pyramid?
Tapi Bapa membuat semua baik adanya.
I do not know what the future holds. All I know is Your hands are always in control.