Senin, Desember 30, 2024


This song resonates deep into my soul from the very first day i heard it. Sekarang aku tau kenapa. I hate being alone. I hate being left alone. Tapi sering banget ditinggal. Padahal kejadiannya udah lama banget, kadang kalo keingat masih kerasa sedihnya (emang tya agak lebay juga sih tbh). Dulu pas jaman preklinik dan koass ga terlalu kerasa soalnya di rumah kontrakan rame, weekend juga masih bisa random ke surabaya naik bis. Kerasa banget pas di jakarta, awalnya seru tapi kok bosen ya (kataku sih waktunya mending dipake buat belajar ya daripada buat galau) 


A quote from my all time favorite psalm

"Sekalipun ayahku dan ibuku meninggalkan aku, namun Tuhan menyambut aku" 

Mazmur 27:10 



Aku mending sendirian, minding my own bussiness, rather than settle with the 'wrong' ones. Kayak kamu, you know who you are. You know i will always be there to watch and take notes, many notes wkwkw. All i know for sure is i wont walk in your path anymore

Jumat, Desember 27, 2024

Minggu, Desember 01, 2024

November 2024

Spent most of this month with a lot of fears and anxiety. I wish everything will be different this year, but no. I wish i could skip this phase.

Tya nyari apa sih? 

"dont settle when your fear is taking over"