it's been a long twelve years
after those tearful nights
and a promise to choose the right things.
It's been a long eleven years,
after the longest ride home
and a lesson to be patient.
it's been a long time of stumbling
in the cycles of purification,
with a restless heart and mind.
It's been a long time of wondering
when will the time come?
But maybe it's always about the journey?
Why, my soul, are you downcast?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in YAH,
for I will yet praise HIM,
my Savior and my YAH.
- Psalm 42:5
Be still my heart
be still my soul
and find the true peace
in The GREAT I AM
Jakarta, February 20th, 2022